It's that look.
That "Oh Fuck!"
Look.
The good lord,
It's the gutter rat,
The fucking twat.
She is looking REAAAALLLLY fat.
Don't say hello
Don't say hello
Be sensible
Just turn around and go.
Here she is.
The broken child.
The wild.
The not so meek and mild.
The havoc
Hurricane
Whirlwind of pain.
Excuses excuses
Sad face
Look at me.
Mummy and daddy were so mean you see.
It's that look.
"Ignoring me?
I ask with a smile on my face
The look of hate and utter disgrace
We've danced this dance
One hundred times before
But like some sadist,
I keep coming back from more.
Because unlike you,
I haven't closed the door.
I look fit.
Like shit hot today.
The kind of face,
That'll just blow you away.
On point.
A total snack.
The kids have taught me well.
Brows on point.
Tits are fine.
High waisted jeans,
To cover the lie.
Chunky little bod,
Curvy and cute.
You hate it.
I can see that you do.
The shaved head.
The ring in my nose.
The ring on my finger,
The girl on my arm.
I'm everything you feared.
With my beauty and charm.
The danger.
The liar.
The defacer of hope.
Thats the lie you tell yourself
As you tighten my rope.
I'm not her you know.
The liar the cheat.
I'm just your daughter.
Wanting you to see me.
I wanted to be you
I wanted to be strong
I wanted to be invicible.
We both got it wrong.
You're weak.
You're meak.
You're old and your frail.
And I don't give a shit anymore
That you would never have posted my bail.
You told me you're happy
In a world without me,
And for the first time,
In twenty years,
Your words set me free.
You see.
We want to make a baby
Build a life of our own
Create love, family, and a beautiful home.
And I've earned it
I've fought.
I've lost and I've failed.
But I stand up
I fight back
And I always prevail.
Because I believe in true love
Unconditional
Regardless of past
That it's forever
It's impossible.
Its brutal
But the hard parts don't last.
I asked you once to be my mother
You said yes and took my hand
But you bury me,
As I'll bury you
With your head in the sand.
Naive.
Silly.
And so full of hate.
It was great to see you.
Such fun.
We must set another date.
